Sparks Fly.

"You're the kind of reckless that should send me running, but I kinda that I won't get to far.." It's complicated for me to have such strong feelings toward you. Your the first person I think about when I wake up, and I can't wait for the moment I'll be able to see you at school. The way your face lights up like a little kid in a candy store, and the way you run over to embrace me, lets me know you've missed me just as much as I've missed you. You walk me to all my classes, you right next to me during lunch and you always make sure that I have everything I need before you sit down. You can never leave my site without giving me a hug and a smile with reassurance that you'll be impatiently awaiting the next time were together. You always watch me walk away, when i glance back to see if your still there, you always are, standing there like a little boy with a hug smile plastered on your adorable face. We always hear people whispering, "are they together?" "aww you guys make such a good couple" or the ever famous, "wow you guys both look really happy together" and thats because we are. When I'm with you I forget the world around me. Your always there for me when I need you, and your always there to rescue me from the sticky situations I get myself into. Your the best guy friend that I ever could have imagined to be mine. There's just one problem, her. Every night you complain because she's upset you so badly. All of your friends, your mom, say "she's no good for you" or "you deserve better" and thats just the simple truth, you do deserve better. She makes you feel like your lower then dirt, and boy please believe me , your not. She says if you ever leave her, she'll do something drastic. I say, let her. She brings you down all the time and its so incredibly hard for me to just sit back and watch you take that. You dont deserve to be treated like that, you dont deserve a girl who isnt going to appreciate you for what you are, and more importantly, she doesn't deserve you.I just wish you could see this how everyone else does.I wish I could change your mind and turn this all around, but you won't.and I don't understand why.I want you to know that I don't have to live this way, and that I'm not going to continue living like this for much longer.it's not fair to her, and most importantly it's not fair to me.Just please do me a favor, and figure what you want...

No matter how much we fight, no matter how much you might not want me in your life, your still my sister. And I love you. I always will. There is nothing that can break the bond we have, even if you wish something could. We inevitebly stuck together, nothing can break us apart. Sisters are supposed to be best friends, the only person that you know wont let you down. I wish we could have this kind of relationship, I long to have this realationship with you. Right now you might not want me to be apart of your life, but I hope someday this will change. Just remember, Ill always love you and Ill be right here wating until you change your mind.
Love you forever,
Your sister<3

My Heart's Longing Desire.

I woke up feeling extra unordinary. I needed to get away, to escape this suffocation created by such a small town. I wanted to go to a place unknown; escape the dull streetlights, and endless amounts of cornstalks and enter into a blissful world filled with bright lights, class, where you couldnt find an open field no matter how hard you looked. I wanted to become someone that everyone would recognize no matter where i step foot. I wanted to help make this world a happier place to live in, one where children and adults the same aren’t afraid to live in. I wanted to become one of the most well know, well respected women in society. I wantd to show the world that this small town girl could make it as a big city woman. I wanted so much today, but I fell so short.