I just wanted to tell you,

I don't know how you do it. You always know when somethings wrong or when I'm in need of someone to talk to. You know exactly what to say at the right moment to make me feel better. Before we go to bed we always tell each other I love you and there's not a time when I leave the house that I don't tell you it. I want you to know that I wouldn't be where I am or nearly as strong as I am without you. We've been through everything together and we've always stuck by each others side. Though we fight, I always know I can count on you. Our older sister may have abandon us, but we stuck together. Just like I hope we will always do. You tell me your secrets, and I tell you mine. When we were little we had nicknames for each other. I was beef-chop-suey and you were MisterSirJeffreyKins. I know I might not tell you or show you enough how much I appreciate you, but I want you to know your my rock. Your what keeps me standing tall and proud. I want to be the perfect role model for you though I've made sooo many mistakes, I'm sorry. But now, I'm on the right track, for you. Whenever I see you at school, both of our faces light up and we give each other a hug to let the other know although I may be a senior and your only a freshman, we will always have someone on our side no matter how many people are against us. At lunch I always make sure you have enough food and make sure you don't need any money and I never fail to steal a cookie that you have reluctantly given up. I'm soo happy I'm able to be here for your freshman year. I know you were nervous, though you wouldn't dare tell anyone but somehow I think you were comforted in the fact that I would be there if you needed me. Next year I have no idea what I'm going to do without you. Who will I have then? I know you will only be a phone call away, and I hope you know I'm always just a phone call away but it just won't be the same. Your growing up so fast, in my mind were both just those little kids. When you tell people your name, you give them the more sophisticated beginning of your name, ditching the childish ending. Its hard to believe your growing up, I just want you to stay little forever. We used to be wild little kids, driving our parents crazy because they never knew what new tactic we could come up with next. On Christmas morning, you were always the first one up then came to wake me up so we could go downstairs together to see all the presents we had, then we'd go wake up mom and dad. And 14 years later you still do this. This is a tradition I never want to change but things unfortunately always do. But were both getting older now. Your my partner in crime, my little buddy, my brother, my best friend, your the one who will always be there for me no matter what. Your Jeffrey. And I love you. More then anything in this world. I hope you never forget that. And in my mind youll always be that little kid. Thanks for everything, JEFF.